Life may be miserable but filled with hope.
Those who understands are those who went thru such situation before.
I know i've been nagging about how miserable my life was, my apologies for that coz thats the only way to make myself feel better.
I hope the day will come soon, and i believe that life will definitely be alot better from then on.
I believe that i met the worst situation and it will only make me stronger than before.
I believe life will filled with joy after the rainy days.
I believe there will always be sunshine after the rain, and a rainbow that comes along as well.

When my life has been a sorrow, I know I have to overcome it.
When life has been a struggle, there is nothing I can do but to accept it.
I began to tell myself to welcome everyday with a big smile, as everyday that comes goes to show that good days is near.
Sometimes struggles are exactly what we need in our life.
If we were to go through life without any obstacles, it would cripple us.
We would not be as strong as we could have been and we could never fly.
So I tell myself, the next time when Im faced with an obstacle, a challenge, or a probelm,
Struggle a little, then fly.......

Whenever i heard, think or wadever things abt her i will jus feel angry, pissed, irritated etc abt her! She is forever in her own stupid world. Someone who dun have a goal or dream. Can someone teach me how to remove her completely? Really regret knowing her, things i do for her etc etc!!! Wasted so much of my time, effort, money, sleep etc etc!!!!!! Damm it!

没有期望就不会失望...

i saw this phrase once somewhere (perhaps on tv/book/mag or someone telling me) & i do agree that the phrase does hold some truth in it... in fact, this might be my approach to things ard me...

i rather not have any expectation, so that i won't get disappointed if the thing doesnt go thru; but if it does, it will be a bonus... so dun push my expectations too much, i dun wan to see my emotions taking too many roller coaster rides...

人群中哭着
你只想变成透明的颜色
你再也不会
梦或痛或心动了
你已经决定了
你已经决定了

你静静忍着
紧紧把昨天在拳心握着
而回忆越是甜
就是越伤人了
越是在手心留下
密密麻麻深深浅浅的刀割

你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是
你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了
也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂
关在永远锁上的躯壳

这世界笑了
於是你合群的一起笑了
当生存是规则
不是你的选择
於是你含着眼泪
飘飘荡荡跌跌撞撞的走着

你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是
你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了
也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂
关在永远锁上的躯壳

你不是真正的快乐
你的伤从不肯
完全的癒合
我站在你左侧
却像隔着银河
难道就真的抱着遗憾
一直到老了
然後才後悔着

你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是
你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了
也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂
关在永远锁上的躯壳

你不是真正的快乐
你的伤从不肯
完全的癒合
我站在你左侧
却像隔着银河
难道就真的抱着遗憾
一直到老了

你值得真正的快乐
你应该脱下
你穿的保护色
为什麽失去了
还要被惩罚呢
能不能就让悲伤
全部结束在此刻
重新开始活着

I'm really sorry things have to come to this point.
It hurts me as much to see your wounds.
Time can't be turn back.
All I can say is..
I'm sorry.

Judgements may come,
but in the end,
its a choice made by myself,
a choice made with faith.
At the end of the day,
who can tell me what happiness means?
No one.
Except myself.
It's a path I choose to take.
Without regrets.